| i havent written in here in a madddd long time. wow. nothing is new. stage crew is back on. yayyyy me and max is arent together. whatever. thats the least of my worries. but i shouldnt be saying that cause i still care about him and stuff. winter formal was fun. jamed 8 people in my car. took out the back seats. there were about to be more but that god they couldnt come over or else we'd be into some deep shit. new semester is starting soon and im scared shitless. |
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| i just wanna be with him. i wish he was here then the lock in. i miss him so much. The wedding lasted 2 hours. for some reason, i started crying, i have never cried at a wedding other than my sister. its probably because im so scared that ill end up alone, and here they are getting married. and i left mad, at max. My legs hurt from jumping up and down at the recipition. my mom was so drunk she forgot my name. they played me so horny, i love you long time. it was so funny to watch my drunk cousins dance to that. mhm. i hope max comes over after the lock in, he usually does that. |
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| i have a headache. but the good news is that i get to see my senior pictures today!! ive notcied that max treats me differently in school. in lunch its a different story. whateverrrrrrr. fdjkhfdsa i hung out with max 2 times in one weekend! =] i just wanna cuddle with him. |
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| why couldnt today look like yesterday? starstruck is in 2 weeks.... >_>. which is the next game? max came over yesterday. we snuggled, and i washed our clothes, cause they were wet and dirty. Homecoming. Barely rained. I was annoyed 50% of the time. Me Dani and Chris walked to Mcdonalds. Chris's parents gave us a ride to my house. His mom has this crazy accent. I spent the night at Dani's and now im home, doing nothing. Yup. |
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| I have my senior pictures today. i look great. I had a sucky school day though. My calculator died in the middle of my math quiz. so i was like grrrr. so i just put "my calculator died" on the sheet. whatev. ill just make corrections. I dont like one of maxs [girl] friends. shes so rude and demeaning. I think shes stupid. Stupid "scene" fuck up. I dont care if she has a boyfriend in whereelse. i dont like her. I dont like her around my boyfriend. |
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